Expecting something which is never really gonna happen is idiotic and equally ludicrous if you can’t help but disappoint yourself with that. It is like working up a bubble of deception which you already know has no future and is gonna burst in a while.

But when there’s something you put your heart and soul in and it apparently seems to be shaping well, and just out of the blue it starts to drown, right there and you wish to dive in but you don’t see no light.

Life often grabs you by the neck and drops you somewhere you never really imagined yourself in, standing in the middle of this shit-bed saying “what the fuck life?”. You know what’s happened to you and if you think you are caught up, tricked down and trapped, alone, you are wrong. Every damn person in this earth is carrying this real big baggage of their own pains and discontent. It is implausibly easy to see yourself as an unfortunate victim and been put to a situation where you weren’t even a tad bit responsible. You could react this way, blind folding yourself to reality. A way to boost up the self….agreed, but in a way turning your back to the truth, not exposing yourself to the harsh reality and evidently not preparing yourself for worse.

Get back up and beat it strong I’d say, own up the loss and deal with it. Shit happens to the best of us and how it affects us is where the difference lies. Obviously it’s heart breaking and sometimes it shatters you but holding on to it forever, we never do that really. At some point we move on, and, realising that and moving on from that loss early, is intelligence. Forgetting what happened makes us more prone to facing it again, so it’s better we hang up with the pain and take along the experience, which will keep reminding us what it takes to be in that situation and why you don’t want it to happen again. If it is something you screwed up, it’s better to own up to it and learn a lesson for life.

We never really realise how much we’ve thanked our stars in the past for something which was then happening to us. There is a reason why you are dealing with this shit now, which will lead you to something in the future. Where you’ll land in a few years from now, requires you to be going through this shit in the present. I believe whatever happens, happens for good. Be resilient enough to bounce back in reality and tear off all veils which you use to deceive yourself.

PS: this seems to be the first optimistic post on this blog xD