Well the answer to it, I don't want to justify myself, but yeah; this long so called break from my blog, was because August started off with my college kick starting. New year, different classroom, but the old classmates. It was not just about these sweet changes. Tests, exams, higher aims, priorities kept me busy all through these past three to four months. Out of all, hardest was the month of September. It took me...
I don't miss you because when I watch the rain they fall from the seventh heaven in a voice which is yours I don't miss you because when I look across the golden sky the horizons shine with a light of yours I don't miss you because when I sit alone where the darkness fences me what engulfs me is your arms I don't miss you because when I'm broken inside with tears in my...
What do you do when your expectations are shattered ? In some cases not even expectations but promises which people around you , made to you , when you did not even ask for them. Promises are very powerful things, and its very rightly said never make one when angry or too happy. When something is promised to you/assured to you , your brain starts creating impulses in it , creating new neural circuits and...
It was raining buckets and I was sitting in my rocking chair right next to the window pane and I could feel the light breeze bringing along soft pelts. As I looked outside, I was thrilled to see a few kids dancing and chirping around carelessly in the rain. For a moment, I considered joining them (I really did!) but it seemed to be a bad idea because you know that time when you no...
It started off really boring that day, with the political science class followed by the second language lecture, subjects I used to hate as a kid and I remember how much happy I was on not having to study those subjects ever again in the last two years of high school. In the lunch time, I was just trying to get myself a good book from the Scholastic book fair racks and my eyes just...
Expecting something which is never really gonna happen is idiotic and equally ludicrous if you can’t help but disappoint yourself with that. It is like working up a bubble of deception which you already know has no future and is gonna burst in a while. But when there’s something you put your heart and soul in and it apparently seems to be shaping well, and just out of the blue it starts to drown, right...
Do you like the same old books you used to read when you were kids, or do you have the same music taste you used to have a decade ago or do you have the same routine you used to follow back when you were in school or are you the same human you were, years back? You might just realise how much you have changed over the years. My music love was more of...
Okay, so I am in this phase where getting hurt just comes in as an ordinary thing for me. And it’s not about me feeling fucked up due to some random person, I guess It’s always the people whom you consider close to your heart, end up leaving those stubborn scars. Since midnight I was stuck up thinking about this post on which I was tagged on Instagram which was in every way defiant of...
Vacations bring along ease in every chore to be done. Why not? After all there's no hastiness, not much of hustle. For me summers have always been cuuhhrazzyyyy. Morning sunshine, breezy evenings, a different energy all through. Skies hold up and sunshine heat strains through the windows, across the fields, beams of daylight brewing past the beaches. My birthday too happens to fall in summer (at least here in India) , another reason to mention....
Ever wondered how things would have changed had you taken that step forward and saved those bridges which are now burnt? And is it too late really? Maybe its just too awkward now. Of course it does not require some sort of courage and it's definitely not your ego that stops you. Then what do you do of the stuff which was unsaid and the smiles which were left incomplete and the memories which are...
